Monday, December 12, 2016

The American Dream

“Make America Great Again!” Trump says and the liberals scoff that America was never that great. But I wonder if America was ever anything or just a big fat lie. Surprise! We’ve hypernormalized and without a single dime, (though trillions went into marketing) we made virtual reality! No computers needed. You just have to buy into the Dream.

Lula, Lula why don’t you kiss me Lula.

Pay no mind to the black men dying on the streets. Or the gay bar thumping thumping thumping to the gunshot beats. Vote a clown into the office and ignore that glass ceiling. I’m sure it wasn’t there for anything. Buy the Dream, tweet, tweet, tweet to all your friends like it will make a fucking difference. American became a big fat lie when metaphors became the only language we could speak.

Don’t lie baby, you is color blind

Well, I don’t care about your identity politics, your ratios of skin. I’m too scared to say everything is ok and the only good news I’ve heard all week is that the water is safe in Dakota.

My birthday was yesterday and among the Happy Birthdays and well wishes was a call to rebellion.

“If your parents are happy with chu’ then you’re doing it wrong.”

The whole world is wrong, with every day making less and less sense. When did the internet become corporate fuel, when did nothing become the new norm. It’s like this whole country is turning into a black hole and no one wants to do anything but scream. The 1950’s are back again with the new big dream. Lula had a baby, and now we are back to Eisenhower, Ronald Regan, and the big fat lie that tweets.

And among all this the world is going to die. Don’t forget that clock ticking over our heads. China’s spitting gas like a smoker on a pack of cigarettes and somehow we still haven’t solved world hunger though it isn’t a problem with food. But maybe that’s too big a concept for your tiny brain so let's keep it #relatable.

#When my mama’s going to die
                                                                        #when the river is dry                     #i’ve got no food today                     #they took my gay uncle away                       
                                                                                                            #can’t go outside without gas mask                                    #outside trump tower                                                                         #too much gold to see

Will we still be tweeting when the world ends? Snap chatting our skin covered in ash and blood with a gun to our head? Will firestorms with Potus lead to death? Or will we all be hooked to the American Dream, IV drips filled with Mountain Dew and Opioids, jacked up on the new Call of Duty.

Feeling impotent but powerful.

“Fuck the American Dream,” someone whispered one day. No one heard it but that was more then we were willing to try.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

A House of Snakes

-Dedicated to my mom

Cinderella lives in a house of snakes
The cinders come from her burning skin
Which festers and falls in flakes
From all the poison the house creates

Cinderella doesn’t sleep
The kissing tongues against her chin
Are laced with poison words to make her weep
As around her legs the snakes do sneak

Cinderella works in vain
Though the snakes are her new kin
They made her mother go insane
And locked her brother away in chains

Cinderella lives in a house of snakes
Lost in their lies but a will to escape



Badger

Light, love, life, relief
Sunlight streaming down the street
Burn the leaves, burn the light
Burn the girl too pure for sight

Hey girl what’s your number?
The teardrop leaves a shudder

Sight, shut, life, alive
Bottled butterflies again revived
Ask the hands, Ask the feet
Ask in a voice syrup sweet

Hey girl, lets get to know each other.
Run from that man who thinks he’s your lover.

In My Dream

Spirals form on a glassy green
Willows dip beneath the sea
And the dragonfly hums for me

The dry air cracks my hands and heels
Sun is hotter than what’s ideal
But the marble pagoda cools me

The voice of my mother whispers near
Birds chatter without fear
And the rustling wind settles me

Sweet lemonade and dusty moon cakes
Shrimp egg rolls, their greasy flakes
The sweet cookies she makes for me

The water lilies cared for so well
Jasmine from the teakettle
And the fresh breeze from the sea

Ars Poetica II: Orange Poetica

I’ve never eaten an orange
but I shiver at the thought
of seeing its
skin
peeled off
and all its juices leaking down my shirt
its bundled insides like
sacks
of flesh
being divided and divided again
and then bitten off—
it’s gross, don’t ask me why
I just think its wrong
to tear at an orange’s insides.

Ars Poetica I

A poem is:
            My foggy head,
            the struggle in
            the morning to get out of
            bed,
            wrinkled sheets and
            greasy bowls,
            the milky film that could turn into mold,
           
the cloudless sky,
            the burning sunlight
in my eye,
            the smell of bleach
            and soapy bowls
            the water that has banished the suspicious mold.